Wtf is this friendship I have

I do everything I can for him, but I asked for something simple, like a Facebook wall post and I get told no? I go above and beyond in our friendship, and I feel very unappreciated because you don’t do shit.

A good Father…

My dad went to jail A few weeks ago…It has been hard, he missed my graduation from high school, and he will miss my 18th birthday. Two big things in my life. I miss him so much, and I just want him to come home. He missed fathers day; I was so sick that day.

The worst part of all this is it could have been prevented. He hired a lawyer to take care of his legal issues and  the lawyer took the $500 dollar payment, scheduled a court date for him, and did nothing to prevent my dad from being put in handcuffs. The lawyer took our money and ran. Food out of my little brother and sisters mouths, and money for the bills that are stacking.

Now only my mom is working. Without my dad, our income has been cut drastically. I have been trying to find work to help my mom, she needs the help so much. I am so scared on how we will make it through all of this. I am confident though that we will persevere like we always have. Its just going to be difficult

I am going to get to see him today and the tears are already rolling. Its going to be hard seeing him on the T.V. screen at the jailhouse, and not being able to hug him. I need my dad. I just want him home </3

Time for some changes

The same old shit just won’t do anymore. Gonna make a change for the better.

Usually

I do not show it when things are effecting me badly. I put on my smile and go about my day. This is so overwhelming that I cannot even do that.